These horrible lonely days pass, as my burning love for him lasts, and I feel the never ending feeling of him slipping from my grasp. But, no my soul still hopes that this is not the end, and those stupid rules could just bend, but no matter how hard I try, It doesn't seem like that message is sent. This organ in my body which is known as my heart isn't meant. These words from inside of me which remain unsaid haunt me like my love for him remain unread. And so I sit here weeping, while these feelings remain creeping. My mind is playing tricks on me because man, I think I can hear his calls. But no, that's my fucking mind because I'm going crazy from these four walls. I don't know what else to do, or what else to say, everything I do just turns back to you in a way. My mind creeps but so do these locked up feelings I've learned to keep. There's nothing that I can do, I'm stuck on this over dose, but when you kissed me and sang me that sweet song that's what I miss the most. My hearts stuck on you, my diluted mind, along with me, we don't know what to do! When you told me those last words, I didn't even think to speak because in my mind so many feelings creep and deep down in my soul my fucking heart weeps man, you cut me...you cut me deep! But I'm trying to forget you but I want you to know, that you made my soul reap.
